“Don’t worry, Anna. I’ll tell her, okay? Just let me think about the best way to do it.”
“Okay.”
“Promise me? Promise you won’t say anything?”
“Don’t worry.” I laughed. “It’s our secret, right?”According to her best friend Frankie, twenty days in ZanzibarBay is the perfect opportunity to have a summer fling, and if they meet one boy ever day, there’s a pretty good chance Anna will find her first summer romance. Anna lightheartedly agrees to the game, but there’s something she hasn’t told Frankie—she’s already had that kind of romance, and it was with Frankie’s older brother, Matt, just before his tragic death one year ago.
Beautifully written and emotionally honest, this is a debut novel that explores what it truly means to love someone and what it means to grieve, and ultimately, how to make the most of every single moment this world has to offer.
And I’m glad that I bought it.
It starts off great, we’re introduced to Anna, Frankie and Matt. The three amigos. Frankie and Matt are brother and sister, Anna’s their next door and best friend. Matt’s two years older than both Frankie and Anna (who are the same age) and on Anna’s birthday, he makes his move which thrills Anna to no end. They embark on a secret romance until they figure out how they’re going to tell Frankie, Matt’s sister and Anna’s girl best friend. Matt decides on telling her once they touch down at Zanzabar Beach, in California where Matt and Frankie were going on their annual family summer vacation.
Only, Matt never gets the chance to do that since the day before they were scheduled to leave for California, Matt and the girls are in a car accident and Matt dies.
The book focuses on what happens after the accident. It focuses on the promises Anna made to Matt about protecting Frankie and it focuses on moving on after you’ve lost someone you love dearly.
On the front cover of this book, Jo Knowles (author of Lessons from a Dead Girl) sums up exactly how I feel about this book. She said about the book, “Breaks your heart and puts it back together again” and I couldn’t agree with her more. That’s exactly how it was for me. Once Matt died, my heart was broken and Ockler did a fantastic job of putting my heart back together again. I had to put the book down for a couple of days because I was that heart broken. I didn’t want to meet another person, I didn’t want to move on from Matt because in the short time that I knew him (well, you know what I mean), I loved him. To know him was to love him and when he was gone from the story, I didn’t know what to do with myself.
I’m glad that I stuck with this because I loved getting to know Anna Reilley. She was young, she was strong and she was a good friend. She struggled with moving on herself because she was so in love with Matt and while we got to see Anna be there for Frankie and even Frankie’s parents after Matt’s death- Anna had to grieve for her best friend and almost boyfriend all on her own. I realized that Frankie and her parents all missed Matt and needed time to get over him in their own way but Anna missed him too. She loved him just as much as his entire family did and I wanted someone to be there for her.
That summer, the twenty boy summer changed Anna’s life just as much as having and losing Matt did and I enjoyed the helluva ride that Ockler took us on. There were times that I wanted to punch Frankie in the mouth for all of the idiotic things that she did to Anna, the hurtful things she said to Anna but in the end, all was well and that’s what mattered to me. There weren’t any loose ends, they dealt with everything head on after so much time spent, keeping secrets and not talking about anything and in the end, they were better for it.
This is one heck of a book and I’m super glad that I read it. I’m very much looking forward to reading other books by Sarah Ockler so for sure, you’ll be seeing more of her on this blog. This was a great summer read, I totally recommend it.
This book is suitable for children ages 14 and up. So Holly, LG can read this one.
Book cover and blurb credit: http://barnesandnoble.com
LOVED this book!
Oh, I really want to read this one. I got it on my pile somewhere but I got the feeling that it’s going to be bumped up! 😀
Loved ur review
Alex.
This book is amazing!
Glad to hear that you really enjoyed this one. I put it on my TBR list awhile ago (admittedly, it was near the bottom), but I wasn’t planning on reading it anytime soon. Your review makes me want to run out and buy it after class! Unfortunately, I really, really need to stop with the excessive/obsessive book buying! lol.
@Kelley Vitollo & Michelle- This book was a good one, for sure!
@AnimeGirl- I think you should, it’s an enjoyable book.
@Natalie- I know all about the obsessive book buying habit, it’s not a good habit to have if you’re not made of money..which I totally am not. =) If you do end up buying it, you’ll enjoy it…I promise!
i read this book this past spring and really enjoyed it too. i’m glad to see i’m not the only one that likes to commit violent acts against characters in the book. love your review!!
this sounds good but i have to save it for later if it’s sad. good review
toothy,
I was worried that it wouldn’t end the way that I hoped it would but it ended even better!
Iz,
Yeah, wait a bit…it IS sad.
I really enjoyed this one- thanks for review
I loved this book more then I thought I would. Just amazing for a young adult book! I loved your review. The flow of your thoughts…
Well, needless to say I’m now a new follower. I’m looking forward to more reviews likethis one 🙂
Found you via the blog hop 🙂
Black Disaster Fairy
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So glad to hear you enjoyed this one! I lent it out to one of my friends this summer and haven’t gotten it back yet! Looking forward to reading it now!
Black Disaster Fairy,
Thanks for your kind words. As a reviewer, that makes me happy!
Mollie,
I think you’d enjoy this one, I thought it was good.